Half of me is like
"Nothing will stop me!! I will fight for what I want"
then the other half of me is like
"Why do I even bother? Its pointless and a waste of my time honestly?"
That’s some trifling shit.
If you have to talk about how modest you are, then you’re probably not modest.
I thought God broke my phone so I could focus on my exams, but finance fucked me over…like on some crazy shit. Not even a curve can save me out here. I’m just hoping my performance in the other assessments are enough to compensate.
My roommate is complaining that sex with her boyfriend is mediocre. Her argument is that it’s his responsibility to make the change. Nah, trick. It’s BOTH your responsibility.
Now I’m thinking of getting a masters in public health…or healthcare management….idk someone just find me a job.
I know we’re horrible for each other because I’m not here to make you more ambitious. I spent so many years of our friendship trying to show you the degree of your potential, and now, when it matters the most, I’m burnt out. Now, I never offer my opinion regarding your lifestyle. Ironically, I feel like my passiveness condones your behavior, but you said it yourself: the only person that can determine whether you choose to change is yourself. So, if you want to spend your day wandering aimlessly, I guess I’ll be here to watch.
Is that selfish?
Because, I would rather be by your side knowing that I can’t (or won’t) do anything to stop you than to completely remove myself from your life.
I tell everyone that I wish we could fast forward five years because I know that in that time you can be the person that you should to be.